This evening I felt kind of down. I was driving with the kids….it was dark and they were playing in the backseat. I was deep in thought and passed a church that had those signs where you can change the sayings on it. Normally I don’t pay attention, honestly, but I looked and it said ‘Pray until you hear something’. Then there was another one a few mintues down the road. I looked at that one and it had something else about prayer. I had this conversation with God about these signs. How I’ve felt like I’ve prayed all I can pray. I don’t even know what to pray anymore. I know the Holy Spirit gives us words when we don’t know what to say or how to pray, but I haven’t heard much lately, and I’ve felt like there’s so much more I need to be praying and on my knees about….like I can waste any free minute.
I’ve been going through scripture and writing scritpures on note cards to put through the house. Scriptures to pray over our family. And it also helps Haven in her scripture memory. It’s hard for me to think outside the box sometimes. I’m a routine girl, so change is sometimes hard, but it’s so good to see how God uses that change. For Himself and to help show and teach us. I’m so glad He knows what He’s doing.